captain, the ship is sinking, have mercy. start bleeding right here,, or view the utter terror right here. the choice is yours.
ask me a question, tell me a secret, or lie to me right here.
I understand the diaper thing, if a woman really changed a dirty diaper on the table that’s gross. Kim, where exactly are you eating?
Also? Weren’t you the girl who got peed on in a sex tape?
But I don’t want to talk about that.
What I’d like to talk about is this covering up while…
(via likeneelyohara)
so, this photo of me was blogged by likeneelyohara. which is awesome, i totally love her, she posts great stuff. she has posted a picture of me from the same night before. i don’t mean to sound cocky, i’m not exactly sure why this photo was chosen (it’s not my favorite from that night) but i’m appreciative nonetheless.
because i’m a stalker, i went through the notes to see all who has reblogged and liked. some fashion bloggers reblogged (rock on!), and then some weight loss blogs reblogged me.
i almost feel bad. i never thought i would be the one to be looked at for “thinspiration” or any of that stuff. i don’t know, i just don’t think i want to be seen as ‘“ideal” to anyone. i think i’m grossly skinny, i could put on some weight, i’m 90 pounds, 5 feet and three inches tall. about 20 pounds underweight. which is normal for women in my line, we’re all long and skinny. that’s about it. i didn’t realize how tiny i look until this picture was taken.
i don’t know why it bothers me. maybe it’s me being self conscious. i’m not unhealthy, i just don’t think anyone should aspire to be as “little” or “thin” or whatever have you as me. i think curves are beautiful. i’d be okay with curves, a waist or maybe some hips. i’m a waif. but i’m okay with it, i embrace it rather than sit and wish i was different.
there are sensible ways to lose weight and then there are unhealthy ways. i don’t want to be looked at and “inspire’ (sounds awful, doesn’t it) people to unhealthily diet. not cool.
no one is going to see this, i just felt compelled to put it out though. i’m glad neelyohara digs the picture and so many other people do too.
Tootsie Roll, Comfortable, Orange, Both, Tour, Toilet, Sure, Nevada, Roof, Chocolate, Route, Drawer, Coupon, Ramen noodles, Pecan, Caramel, Milk, Again, Carribean, Wash, New Orleans, Crayon, Envelope, Coffee, Reese’s Pieces, Data
THIS IS HOW I REALLY TALK.
(via 666sex, aaronpresley)
TUMBLR WHY YOU GOTTA GO ALL NIGGER ON ME LIKE THIS!? YOU’RE NOT AFRICAN, YOU’RE AMERICAN. GET OUTTA THE HOOD AND GO BACK TO BEING BLUE, BLACKIE.
I want to make sweet sweet love to all of you to this song.
The Strokes-Someday
yes. yes. yes.
Radiohead - Exit Music (For A Film)
my name is spelled the uncommon way, s-y-d-n-e. so i have a huge ass note at the top of the page for you to remember how to spell it.
i'm right handed. i have very dark brown eyes that intermittently change to black. i don't have a favorite color, but i'm drawn to black and pink. i like to take pictures and i don't take it too seriously. i can speak fluent gibberish and simlish, some english and pig latin, not-quite-fluent-but-almost japanese, and bits and pieces of chinese, german, and french. my favorite thing to do is wreak havoc on grand theft auto or spatter fake (and real) blood everywhere on everything. when i grow up, i want to go to parsons new school for fashion. i would like a photographer boyfriend who wears radiohead t-shirts and dislikes stereotypes. i chomp babies like a mofo and don't expect much from anyone.
i hate you, you, and you.
this is all you should know.
